Death is final

There's no more chance for I'm sorry, how are you doing, hope you're okay, I'm thinking of you, I love you. And I think that's what saddens me the most today.

A friend was laid to rest this afternoon, she went to be with our Lord and Savior on Sunday, April 25th. It comforts me greatly to know that she's with our Lord Jesus but it saddens me deeply that I can't speak to her now.

I just want that one more chance to call her, hear her voice, let her know that I'm here for her. But it's gone, the opportunity is no more. A friend reminded me today that guilt does not come from our Lord, that is from the enemy. I can only move forward and be a better friend today. Lord, how I struggle with that...

Praying for strength and rejoicing that I know I will see my friend again in heaven one day. I love you, my dear, and I'm sorry I never picked up the phone to say hello. Til we meet again.